|  Wow, have not done this in ages. And i guarntee no one reads it. Thats okay though , maybe im doing it for myself. Because every once in a while it's okay to vent. And you don't always have to have someone to listen or respond.
Life.. is Life lately.
I have a interview today .. we'll see how that goes.
i have one more semester of college then they'll hand me a piece of paper that says i'm better than i once was.
I might be renting out some studio space.
Guess I'll need to be making more money. Guess I'll need to get this job.
My shoulder feels like somebody ripped it apart and put it back together incorrectly.
..Joshua Loves me ..
He's loved me for almost three years now.. thats something to think about.
Well this was fun I'll make sure to come back a little more regularly. |
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|  I am ready completely ready.
Ready for what you ask?
Well there are many things that I am not ready for...
For instance- I am not ready to buy a building for my business, I am not ready to leave my family, and I am not ready to say "hey I am an ADULT", BUT I AM READY to say I'm in love and it's REAL.
I cannot deny it to anyone, and I don't want to hide it from anyone.
I Love him I love him I love him .. I have been down the road of lust and attraction things that last for weeks things that last for months and one that lasted over a year. But this is different and dont care if you all think Im crazy- Im in love and Im ready to say, Know it , Feel it, and Own it... He's mine.
- ALLISON |
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|  My Writing has taken a long break but Im happy to say something came to me during break at school today.
I'll be back to post it on here cuz Im to embarassed to post it on MYSPACE cuz then many more people will see it.
SO i'll be beack later today to share for now Im in my third and last class of the day Digital editng and creation.
Shouldbe fun- LATER  |
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| I hope that everyone has a wonderful Christmas. Secretly I think we all know this is our favorite holiday.
There are a few things I am expecting I'm not gonna lie, but I DO enjoy seeing people open what I got for them more.
I dont know why I think its just knowing that I did a good job picking out a gift thay enjoy.
It makes me happy.
Speaking of happiness.. Tonight I am going to go see The Pursuit og Happiness with my B/F and I hope i dont cry even though I know I will.
Heather warned me .. She balled her eyes out.
Tomorrow is theBIG day I would tell you all but its a little embarassing to some.. so i'll keep it to myself .. just wish me luck ok? lol
Stuie and Scottie called me last Saturday night and they were Drunk..
And well .. I dunno .. I want to hang out with them before college starts again.. But I dont want to be with them while they are drunk .. its just not the real them.
But there is something that has been eating away at my insides that I have to tell Stu .. no matter what.
Pray that I can do this!
Later -
AL |
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| All is well-- and its almost christmas .. My business is taking off, and things are looking up.
People keep asking me if im ready for marriage.. its kind of strange .. I dont think my boyfriend is going to ask me to marry him anytime soon .. so umm yeah.
I went to the Toledo Zoo last night to see the lights and I must say I was impressed with the lights that lit up to the music .. that was crazy. The same guy that did them to his house to that transiberian Orchestra Song on YOUTUBE did them at that Zoo .. it was sweet!
Well I have been neglecting Xanga for a while so I dont really know what to say or if anybody reads this anymore.
lol ..
 FROM ME TO YOU! 
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